100 things about this lady.

Got inspired by Tyaa's note in Facebook and Aly's 100 random things post also. Let's give this a shot.

1. i love turquoise and teal. get me anything with these two colors and i'll be grinning like a cheshire cat.

2. i love cats but i don't know how to take care of them.

3. i'm a music junkie. anything from tiesto to joe bagale.

4. my hair color now is autumn red. i think.

5. my bones are too strong till my dentist got kinda frustrated with my braces progress.

6. lip balm is my life.

7. i love perfume. my obssession. :D

8. i used to play guitar from beginner till the start of grade one. then i stopped.

9. one day, i wanna be a bassist.

10. i aim to take photography lessons.

11. i have a very nasty temper if provoked.

12. my mouth moves like a bullet train when i get angry. 

13. i'm a semi-banana. weee.

14. i was nicknamed the failure of love in high school.

15. i was 10 kg fatter 3 years ago.

16. i smile like my dad.

17. i love hugs. they're therapeutic.

18. i do have self-esteem issues especially towards my weight.

19. i'm trying to deal with these self-esteem issues.

20. i bottle up my feelings.

21. i can be very impulsive, especially in terms of love.

22. i dated an indian guy before.

23. i had many many crushes. shortest 1 lasted a week.

24. i have a vivid imagination.

25. yes, i do have dirty thoughts when i daydream in lectures.

26. can't remember the last time i cried.

27. i swear. moderately alot.

28. i love books. 

29. i love anime, but quality ones.

30. i RARELY, HARDLY did any PDA.

31. i can't drink alot.

32. when i'm high, i'm the best hug provider.

33. i'm a gamer girl.

34. in games, i look for graphics, sounds, and the occasional gore/violence. maple story is a no-no.

35. i used to play Granado Espada. spent alot in that too.

36. i love sniffing on guy's perfume. proof= stealing whiffs of my dad's Guess perfume.

37. pasta, i love you.

38. i went to a slimming centre before. never wanna go back there again.

39. no, i don't care for my lips just to make them kissable.

40. it's because i hate chapped lips.

41. i have this habit of twirling the tips of my hair now and then.

42. i'm not exactly pure chinese.

43. sometimes, i imagine myself making out with fictional guys. it's good to imagine.

44. i love mirror's edge.

45. i like taking pictures in angles.

46. i am vain. i check on my reflections in mirrors everytime i get the chance.

47. my house is near a secondary school. their marching band practices wake me up.

48. i am bad at directions. very very bad. the reason: i daydream in the car.

49. i hate it when the hormonal rushes kick in.

50. i love cupcakes but i don't get the chance to savour them often.

51. no curry/spices, no life.

52. i always steal peanuts from my friend's nasi lemak plate. they dislike them so i sapu them.

53. i speak malay like a malay.

54. sometimes i do have the indian slang when i speak in english.

55. i used to have long hair.

56. i like smiling.

57. starbucks is my indulgence. so are secret recipe cakes.

58. i try not to be emo because it's a very heavy burden and it gives me headaches.

59. i love entering The Body Shop because i get to sniff at the fabulous scents.

60. so far, i only dated once.

61. i used to avoid spaghetti straps, halters and sleeveless.

62. i pierced my ears four times just to get my 1st piercing.

63. i let my nose piercing heal because it's half closed and my studs keep on getting lost.

64. i curl in bed when i sleep.

65. i miss dancing in parties and letting loose.

66. i have a halter saree and a punjabi suit in my closet.

67. i have a baju kebaya and baju kurung also.

68. a very flowery cheongsam top is resting peacefully in the darkest corners of my closet.

69. i'm flat-footed.

70. i don't know how to swim or cycle.

71. according to feng shui or whatever that is, i'm a Metal Horse.

72. i'm a Scorpio.

73. when i go for mamak sessions, i don't care how i dress.

74. flip flops rule.

75. rice makes me sleepy. too little makes me grumpy.

76. i'm gonna be the second shortest in my family.

77. i have a cartoonist uncle who shares the same taste of anime with me.

78. i have a very health-conscious uncle who keeps penang cleaner than KL.

79. i have an aunt who can play scrabble like nobody's business.

80. in my dad's side, three of my relatives are teachers.

81. my dad is a police officer.

82. i just realized that most of my relatives are goverment servants.

83. in my mum's side, i have a director uncle, a makeup artist aunt, a simstress aunt, an insurance agent uncle, and a logging contractor uncle.

84. in my mum's side, three of my relatives are simstresses.

85. my whole family relations consist of malay, chinese, and indian members.

86. i love penang. it makes me feel homely.

87. i have been out of the dating scene for quite some time.

88. i have chocolate mint cakes in my fridge.

89. i found my love for photography.

90. i never thought i would get an A in arts during foundation times.

91. i plan to master adobe photoshop when i'm free.

92. i had spent so much till i realized that money can't buy happiness.

93. i realized that i need to appreciate my family more.

94. i miss my late eldest aunt sometimes. her laugh still lingers in my head.

95. without my dad and mom, i won't be standing here today.

96. i follow most of my dad's characteristics.

97. my mom and i form good shopping partners.

98. i think i have a crush on someone.

99. i'm just gonna wait and see.

100. in the meantime, i wanna live my life.

There you have it. Typed this with wearing only a towel hahaha.

-mel-

Paradox.

I'm naughty and nice,
I can seduce and entice,
I'm the ketchup that goes with the fries,
I'm the gravy that goes with the rice.

Life is a twisted logic.
It is monochromatic yet dramatic.
At times it is sarcastic and melancholic.
At other times you get drunk with it like an alcoholic.

I see one but not two,
I see red but not blue,
I see not a puzzle but a clue,
I see not a stranger but you.

He doesn't know his place in my heart,
Nor he knows that he already found my key from the start,
I hope I don't have to do the dreaded part,
Which failure can cause us to drift apart.

To whoever who is reading this,
This is just a random post from a girl with something amiss,
If you wonder who's this chap fluttering away from my fingertips,
I wish you good luck and please put a silence on your lips.

P.S:
I've been bitten by the rhyming bug,
So these are what I wrote when time moves like a slug,
Some of the entries are random so please don't give a fug,
Instead read this with a tone like you have taken a happy drug. :DDDDD

-mel-

Back to school.

Ah, the nostalgic stale scent of my lecture hall, AE1. Cushioned chairs, check. Lighting, check. Projector, check. Whiteboard, check. Aircond, ch- wait...



Oh my.


No aircond.

Ooh wee, the class has more occupants. What a wonderful match to pair with an aircond-less room. Hello, stuffy lecture hall. You MISS ME?

Yeah, I heard you. Loud and clear. Since 11 a.m. this morning.

SO. Today was my start of a new, fresh semester amidst all the stuffiness and snooze aura lingering in the air. We began with the reappearance of our Research "Good Boy" lecturer, Dr. Albert and *surprise, surprise* John Kiat with the tongue as fast as a bullet train. This duo is responsible for conducting Quantitative Methods which basically revolves around statistics. Nothing too fanciful really, except a new software called SPSS and tons of graphs/tables.

And a few snoring their heads off I suppose.

Then, we had Project Management. Our lecturer wasn't able to make it today, so our replacement lecturer entered instead. The next hour or so, I was already busy doodling my notebook with names of random singers and their respective song titles. I can somehow.. umm.... appreciate his effort but seriously, my attention span was already in an all time low, so.. lalalalalaa. You get it, I get it, no?

After quick hushes and whispers, me and my friends zoomed off from that class and stopped by the Dept of Psych to ask a few questions about our electives. Now, that was the time I got hit by an academic dilemma.

Minors or free electives?

Dun dun dun....

Obviously minors is the best choice but it depends on the interest. Thankfully there are loads of minors to choose from, yet it won't be an easy task. I certainly don't wish to be stuck with the subjects I dislike for the rest of my course.

Oh well. Just have to take one step at a time.


-Mel-

Bonne nuit, 2008.

What I've learned/experienced in 2008?
The taste of freedom.
The joy of friendship.
The pressure from assignments and exams.
The sorrow of losing someone beloved.
The carefree moments of "yamcha" sessions in the middle of classes. (I hope my mum doesn't see this.)
The crazy feeling of drinking too much and still can remember everything the next day. (I heard when you are drunk with wine, you can't remember whatever you did during that period the next day.)
The ecstasy of online gaming until it was too overbearing.
The fleeting moment of having an infatuation towards a certain guy. (Two guys, to be exact.)
The heartbreaking feeling of letting that infatuation go.
The nerve-wrecking moments of driving lessons and exam.
The mushy feeling of reading a romantic story. (Too much, perhaps.)
The confusion in handling PTPTN matters.
The euphoria of having my best earphones in my life. (Bass baby~! Yeah!)
The jitters before delivering a presentation.
And...
AND...




Oh dear.

I can't remember.

Ah well.

Happy new year everyone.



May your life be filled with the various colors of experiences, just like this candy stack. :D

Porcelain.

I can see her.. but I can't touch her.

Do you know why?

Her beauty is captivating.
An angel in disguise.

Yet.
Just a touch of unbridled love and lust.
And that beauty will be contaminated by the tendrils of sin.
By me.
With the filthy hands of my own.


I desired to embrace her.
To protect her.
To be by her side.
Ever since that time... that time.

Yet.
Her beauty is so fragile.
So delicate.
A sinful touch and a shatter.
Like a porcelain vase.
With the warning sign next to her.
"Nice to see, nice to hold; Once broken, considered sold."


No.
I will not break her.
I will not sell her love and beauty to the Devil.
That is why I will refrain myself with the shackles of my conscience.
And admire the ethereal beauty from afar.
Just like a child admires a refined porcelain.

Something that I wrote before the exams. Nothing much really, just wrote this down at the spur of the moment. Inspired by the many books and online stories I had read. :D

-mel-

cough cough cough. and random stuff.

every morning since this thursday, i have been coughing my lungs out till my stomach hurts. darn, this sucks. plus, i have assignments to do. i can't even talk properly without "coughing up a hurricane" (termed by Jordan).

talking about assignments, i did my slides but i'm not sure whether to modify it or just leave it there. excluding the introductory and ending slides, i have 11 of them. enough for 6 minutes? or just plain too much?

oh well. in the meantime, i'll stick with my drooling for TF2. gosh, eventhough i can't play that game, i'm still madly in love with its retroish graphics. my next aim once i get a generous sum of moolah will be getting the original Orange Box. Nuff said.

updates on my personal life? nothing new except a fleeting crush. like a tsunami, it came in waves. and like a tsunami, the waves gradually decreased in magnitude until it fades to a mere memory. i ALMOST confessed, yet something held me back and i'm glad that i finally got hold of that impulsive twitch in me.

bleah. anyways, i did try out the original version of the screaming orgasm drink recently, and it tasted WEIRD. coffee and liquor. with a cherry in it. luckily the cherry saved my senses LOL.

before i sign off, i seriously hope my current state of health dysfunction will improve soon. =S

ugly pic tag.

Just came back from dinner. Gosh, I'm so pale. ._."
Anyway, lazy to tag. Tagged by Shuyi <3


1. Take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes or fix your hair.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.

speechless. so, i smiled.

yeah. i'm eighteen now. i'm considered legal. or am i?
that was what i asked my dad. i asked him, "i duno whether i should be elated to the max or just remain sober and indifferent for today?".
i mean, i'm eighteen today. i should be enjoying myself instead of thinking serious stuff right?
at the same time, i also have to move on right?
this conversation happened after the lunch outing with my family and bezy friend at the curve.
it was very warm, very happy, very homely.
simple and sweet, i could say.
so i half-heartedly thought that my outing in 1utama will be the same indeed.
how wrong i was.
how VERY wrong i was.

what appeared to be a simple dinner turned out to be one heck of a fabulous gathering filled with cheers, hugs, laughter.
when i saw familiar faces smiling back at me, i was speechless. utterly speechless. the only thing i could do that time was to give my widest grin and say "thank you". in my heart, i was weeping with joy and i was drowned with emotions.

when i observed all my friends smiling and laughing and enjoying each other's company, i felt...blessed and happy. i remembered one of the orphans from the orphanage telling me to count my blessings. how true it was.

after all the fun and in the comfort of my home, i opened the HUGE birthday card and the presents.

i felt tears stinging at the back of my eyes.

i felt my heart melted into a mushy puddle beneath me.

if i was not that expressionless, i would have cried like a baby.

i'm that kind of girl who really appreciates the little pleasures in life.
and when these kind of "pleasures" come in surprises, i am rendered speechless.
so, i smiled.

groggy.

waking up at 6 a.m. for a 10 a.m class is crappish.
yet i have no other choice, thanks to KL infamous jam.
travelling back and forth from college with 25-30 mins taken each trip isn't really nice.
bleah, just forget about it.
anyways, just got JT's latest album, Mr. Timberlake.
mr. sexeh is back.
mostly his songs are remixed versions, so adds a new kick for his signature pieces like SexyBack etc.
still, i love him. <3

two sides of the story

why do people become defensive when a misjudged opinion is made about you?
is it because of the truth of the opinion is not a truth at all?
or the denial of the truth that is made about you?

why do people seem to sound to you as if they know everything?
is it because of their attitude?
or is it a fact that they see things in you that you didn't see at all?

why do we judge people?
is it because of the social influence around us?
or our need to judge to compare them with ourselves?

why do people have arrogance?
is it because of their need to prove something?
or it's just a form of self-defense?

why do people stick in relationships eventhough they are being eaten inside out?
is it out of love?
or out of responsibility?

we have many problems but one solution.
yet, we have one problem but many solutions.

humans are a myraid of personalities and solutions. yet, at the darkest hour where emotions were stripped raw, we are all similar inside.

power sleep~!

may god bless the kind soul who smsed me at 12 am tonight. or i won't be able to wake up from my slumber. slept around 7pm, and planned to wake up in 2 hrs time. in the end, overshot by 3 hrs. nice. really a signal for me to take a loooooooong break and sleep till no end.

anyways, saw this tag from shuyi's blog. seems interesting and since i need a break from reading sarky notes, no harm trying it. =D and yeah, added some descriptions also.

RULES:

Pick your birth month.
Bold and colour out anything that doesn't apply to you.
Tag 10 people. (lazy to tag.)

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. yes i agree.

Difficult to fathom. erh, true also.

Thinks forward. nah, i dunno

Unique and brilliant. yes.

Extraordinary ideas. yes.

Sharp thinking. not really.

Fine and strong clairvoyance. not sure.

Can become good doctors. i.dont.know.

Dynamic in personality. perfecto.

Secretive. uhumm.

Inquisitive. spot on.

Knows how to dig secrets. boom, headshot.

Always thinking. boom, another headshot.

Less talkative but amiable. .....so so...

Brave and generous. 60/40 true.

Patient. patient enough to withstand A LOT of things.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. it's in my genes.

If there is a will, there is a way. yeah.

Determined. Never give up. yeahh.

Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. yeahhhh.

Loves to be alone. erh, no. depending lah.

Thinks differently from others. YEAH.

Sharp-minded. no, not really. i'm a blur case.

Motivates oneself. eh?

Does not appreciate praises. ehh..?

High-spirited. ehhhhh?

Well-built and tough. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

Deep love and emotions. ahhhhhh, true.

Romantic. ahhhhh, very true.

Uncertain in relationships. true no?

Homely. i love my bed.

Hardworking. HAD to be.

High abilities.

Trustworthy. =D

Honest and keeps secrets. =D

Not able to control emotions. =DDDD

Unpredictable. >=DD

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves makingfriend s but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literacture and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

forgive me for my lack of vocab. i am just too sleepy.
pictures will be up tomoro i guess.

till then, nites..

armors and handgrenades.

no, they aren't the latest gizmos of whatever game i'm playing. they're part of a technique to remember these cranial nerves. haihz.

i'm desperate for sleep. i'm desperate for outings. i'm desperate for HUGS.

i need a hug right now.

PDA PDA go away.

PDA= personal development assessment

8 pages of pure original ideas and sentences. all about myself. and i completed it in another college from 12 something till now. holy shiz.

1 down, 4 more to go.

in the meantime, hello biopsych.

ghost in a shell.

i am the white beneath the black and the black beneath the white.
floating in a deluge of memories, covered by a fragile shell.


=mel=

gtfo.

pester, pester. nag, nag.
i wanna get textbooks also u nag.
i wanna use the pc also u pester.
i wanna get the textbooks also u dun believe.
i wanna use the pc also u dun give me time.
i try to explain, ur sarcasm disgusts me.
i try to advice, ur arrogance and rudeness angers me.
when u can keep nagging about ur past, u expect me to think your way.
when u land into trouble because of ur gaming, i also was dragged into your shit.
blame me for influencing you, blame me for spending too much money.
fine.
fine.
fine.
i dun have to eat during school.
i dun advice u instead.
u land into trouble, dun find me.
any emotional problems, dun find me.
when i need support, where u go.
i tell u sumthing, u blame it on my gaming.
fine.fine.fine.

i give up.

=mel=

selamat hari raya. or should i say, happy raya?

selamat hari raya.
happy raya.

what's the difference?
1) the correct way to say it.
2) the way i ALWAYS unintentionally say it.

why lah i always use happy raya? so angmoh-ish right?? maybe because i got used to happy birthdays, happy this and that. so, somehow it got mixed up. hurrah for verbal confusion.

now is the time to celebrate, so sayonara assignments for now: :)


=mel=

wake up lazy bum.

yes yes yes........... i'm waking up and i'm dragging my lazy arse ONCE again to revive this blog.

so. what about me nowadays? 1stly, i'm a HELP psychology student. yep, that's right. no more lifeless hours of gaming and camping for raid bosses in GE now. and boy do i miss those 3 long months of idleness. T_T

life as a HELP student isn't that bad after all. it's fun and all. laughter here and there, lame jokes exchanged, and of course the occasional gossip sessions. on the downside, there is only one word to describe this. ASSIGNMENTS!

barely a month into the college AND i felt as if i have gone through UTAR's foundation semester work in one go. plus, it's week 4. and mid terms are coming. oh shiz. assignments. oh noes. biopsych, need to read etc etc yaddayaddayadda. oh crap.

plus, the lazy bug is not helping either. i feel like a slow slug, sliming its way up the wall in a very slow slow slowwwwwwwwwwwwww pace. gosh.

we did "join" some clubs, and i mean, "j-o-i-n" for the sake of joining. in the end, we didn't make to the meetings. why? most of the time, the timeslots for those meetings were booked for assignment meetings. yeah, 4 weeks as newbies in college degree life and already have meetings for assignments. hurrah.

anyways, crappy emo aside. for once, my social life is finally revived! hurray~! gone are the days where most of the time my company is the lappie or the pc. seriously, i'm glad i started college life already, or soon enough i will degrade myself to hermit status. ._.

haihz, unfortunately the single's dillemma is back. this time it bites hard. trying to get rid of it though by concentrating on other stuff.

till then, sayonara and pray i wun be a lazy blog slug again ._.

-mel-

part 2.

weeeee~ part 2 of the sleepover chronicles is here~ =D

so, we k.oed at 4am, and i got up around 11am, with a major surprise.

i didn't get a hangover.

-___-

and my best friend did.

-________________-


it is undeniable that my alcohol tolerance is waaaayyyy lower than her. i mean, last time, even a small bottle of Kampai (which consists of alcohol, carbonated water and fruit juice? 0.0), i can go gagaga doop-dee-doop and end up with a major headache. bleah.

anyways, that day we were supposed to go to subang with her parents to print their books there. so, both of us stopped by my place for me to take a shower and change. then, i called my mum up, asking her permission to let me drive her car for practice.

well, she gave the green light.

now here comes the adventure of the day.

we drove pretty far and all. it is peanuts to drive auto, but make sure the brake works well.

welllllllllllllllllll..........

i was coming down a low slope with a lorry in front of me. he had slowed down and signalled to the left. i was braking, but i realized it didn't slowed down enough.

my best friend panicked, of course.

so this is what i did..

my instructor would have killed me by now. =.=

luckily we arrived home safe and sound.
but not safe from the worried looks of both of our mothers.

so i told my mum about the incident and asked her to repair the brakes.

then she told me.

"Maybe because last time you forgot to put down the handbrake before driving the car, that's why not really working properly. i'll go and service it."

thank you for reminding me about THAT incident.

=mel=

3 bottles of heineken.

what happens when me and my best friend share 3 big bottles of heineken?
1. burp!!!!
2. lalalalalala..
3. lelelelelele..
4. my speeeling is correct!!
5. you should wear good armor, oops, i mean.. bra..
6. burpppp!!
7. no, i'm not tipsy!! (my grinning silly face shows otherwise...)
8. eh, three bottles finish ah?? how come we still not drunk?!
9. come lets go petronas get more bottles!!!!
10. moi, u dun lean backwards k? ...

and..

poof!

i landed on the bed.. and slept till no end -.-

part 2 will be uploaded soon, now i wanna sleep... had fever -.-

=mel=

certified geekiness.

ah man. after such a long time of not blogging.
i do miss this BLOG.

ah well. thanks to GE, my life is preoccupied with it. heck, i feel i'm turning into mega geek now. neways, i met wonderful people in that game, so somehow, there are no regrets. =D

my classes in HELP will start on the 27th of august, and boy am i glad to go back to study life after 3 months of stoning at home. but then again, after a few months in university, i will wish for the 3 months holiday again. so... ironic.

driving wise, it's starting to get rusty also. dun ask why.

i really miss the mamak sessions i had with my fellow UTARians. and SP Corner's nasi lemak. and the canteen auntie with the nose voice. @@

generally, i miss everything. @@

ah well, tomorrow i'll update again and i'll try to dig up events from my ancient brain... maybe start digging out my old notes also....

-mel-