Slowed to a stop.

Credits to Deviantart

When I first ventured into HELP, I was all hyped up and ready to make new friends in a new environment.

Now, I'm just going through day by day with the hypeness dissipating in a sea of monotony. Yet, the presence of friends and family rejuvenates the hypeness from time to time.

When I first decided to go after the guy during high school, I was an emotional wreck filled with joy and sorrow. I relentlessly went through many obstacles just to obtain a forbidden fruit called love.

Now, I'm just anchored to the ground to avoid being another emotional wreck again. Or so I thought.

When I first used anger, voice and temper to get what I wanted, I was enthralled with their sheer power to make people pay attention to me amidst the bitter consequences.

Now, I'm just putting a polite smile and say "I don't mind" if I can't get what I want. Because there is always another day to achieve that.

As time slowed to a stop, so does the monotonous rush of life. I realized that I'm a different person now, yet there are questions waiting to be answered. 

Therefore...

I shall use this pause and find the answers before time starts ticking again.

Time to put on my Indiana Jones hat. =)