Tuesday, April 29, 2008

driving.

Today is officially my first time driving a car.
Today is my first driving lesson.

So, what can I say about it?

It was fun in a way. However most of the time, I was sweating profusely.

Do you know why?

Not because of the weather.

I WAS PANICKY INSTEAD.

SO BLARDY PANICKY.

DON'T KNOW WHY.

Somemore the road so narrow. So scary.

Anyways, my best friend accompanied me, so it wasn't so bad after all. Since I'm a beginner, there are a few nooks and crannies that I have to improvise, especially my acceleration, braking, shifting gear etc. All those basic stuff.

But, yeah, I was so panicky after a loooooooooooooooooooongg time.

The instructor is nice, very patient. I learned a lot. So no complains about him.

Just hope all goes well yeah.

By the way, KIKI, lu mana hilang? >.<

-mel-

Saturday, April 26, 2008

a weird dream.

Weeee! Exams are overrrrrr. Finally!!!
Anyway, I had a really freaky but steamy dream last night. I dreamed of making out with a guy that I know of. And holy God was it steamy. Full of censored stuff and all. Yucky but strangely..fun.
Yeowch. And the guy in my dream was someone whom I know well. NO, not my ex. Someone else...

By the way, don't play Tomb Raider: Anniversary Edition if you don't wish to smash the PC into shreds. Seriously. Save your frustration in something else. It has nice graphics and all, but the puzzles are repetitive and tough. Some parts are so impossible until I just practically gave up and deleted the whole game.

Compared to this, I rather go Viwawa-ing.

-mel-

Friday, April 25, 2008

celebrate the day!

OLE~~~~~
OLE~~~~
CELEBRATE THE DAY~~
THE DAY~~
THE DAAAAYYYYYY~~~~~!!!!

MERDEKA!
MERDEKA!
MERDEKA!

ME SO HAPPY TODAY!

MORE TIME TO VIWAWA ALL THE WAYYY!

XD

-mel-

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

officially psycholess.

yeah! bye bye psychology! hopefully i wont see you again till august!

hahahhahahaha.

now, the time for finger-straining action has ended.

INSTEAD, the time for head-cracking headaches to take over.

MATHS.

do not betray me.

haihz.

-mel-

Monday, April 21, 2008

exam mode.

yes. i'm in exam mode now. i'll be the supernerd till this thursday. this wednesday, i'll be going to MV to study with CS, Steve and Dione again like today. that means hours of head-cracking formulas and discussion in McD's while controlling ourselves from flying to the cinema booth for tickets.-______________________________-""
with the movie posters in all their glory, it is tough.
oh well. PSYCHOLOGY! MATHS! HERE I COMEEEE!

-mel-

Thursday, April 17, 2008

stoopid marching bands..

BOM! CHIANG! RATTATATARAT! BOM! *trumpet sounds*CHIANGGGG!
*plays the "Keranamu Malaysia" song*


stoopid marching bands.
my beauty sleep all gone.
next time have to get up b4 10 am.
haihz....

-mel=

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

procrastination, examination, irritation, probability distribution and social cognition.

procrastination= i have been hooked with online games. so, precious hours of studying are wasted into mindless shooting.

examination= exam is in next week. that means 5 days more. shiet.

irritation= i can't study. my attention span is similiar to a goldfish now.

probability distribution= my last maths topic, which is two more topics from what i'm studying now.

social cognition= miss chan's pronunciation of this phrase is damn weird. "SOSHIAL COGNEESHION". a failed attempt to "slang" it. =.=

i am so lazy.....

TT.TT

-mel-

Sunday, April 13, 2008

tell you something.


Tell you something
by Alicia Keys.

Get so caught up everyday
Tryna keep it all together
While the time just slips away
See I know nothing lasts forever

Imagine there was no tomorrow
Imagine that I couldn’t I see your face
There’d be no limit to my sorrow
So all I can say

I wanna tell you something
Give you something
Show you in so many ways
Cause it would all mean nothing
If I don’t say something
Before it all blows away
Don’t wanna wait to bring you flowers
Waste another hour
Let alone another day
I’m gonna tell you something
Show you something
Won’t wait til it’s too late

I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
I won’t wait til it’s too late

Just a simple conversation
Just a moment is all it takes
I wanna be here just to listen (I wanna be here)
And I don’t wanna hesitate

Imagine there was no tomorrow
Imagine that I couldn’t see your face
There’d be no limit to my sorrow
Cause there is nothing that could fill that space
Ohhh, did I put it off for too long?
I didn’t say all that I had to say
I wanna take the time to write the wrong
Before we get to that place


I wanna tell you something
Give you something
Show you in so many ways
Cause it would all mean nothing
If I don’t say something
Before it all blows away
Don’t wanna wait to bring you flowers
Waste another hour
Let alone another day
I’m gonna tell you something
Show you something
Won’t wait til it’s too late

Just lean on my shoulder
It’s not over til it’s over
Don’t worry bout it
Cause I’m gonna
make sure our bond gets stronger, yeah
I don’t wanna wait until the storm
When something’s wrong and now you’re gone
and I can’t find you

I wanna tell you something
Give you something
Show you in so many ways
That it would all mean nothing
If I don’t say something
Before it all blow away
Don’t wanna wait to bring you flowers
Waste another hour
Let alone another day
I’m gonna tell you something
Show you something
Won’t wait til it’s too late

I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
I Won’t wait til it’s too late
I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
I Won’t wait til it’s too late
I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
I Won’t wait til it’s too late
I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I won’t wait, I don’t wanna wait
No No No No No…


thanks for all the memories
sorry for all the mistakes
i wish your life will be free of worries
and i'll be there for you no matter what it takes. =-)

-mel-

P.S: dedicated to my friends and family, especially my aunt who is diagnosed with cancer. May God bless her.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

2nd post!

ohmigawd i know it's my second post in one day but just have to share this! so damn effing cool!


MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Genealogy searches - Blank family tree

moolah!

FINALLY. CONNECTION IS BACK! STOOOPID STREAMYX.

ok, tag time!

THE TAG
1) The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
anybody except my ex.

2) When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yes, of course!

3) In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
i listen, listen, listen. till can grow fungus. ahahaha, jkjkjk!

4) Do you take compliments well?
i say "thank you" and somehow forget about it.. i have short term memory syndrome like Dory from "Finding Nemo".. =.=

5) Do you Sudoku?
i don't like numbers.

6) If abandoned alone in the wilderness, will you survive?
MAYBE. if i don't die of panic. =.=

7) What song are you listening to?
Benny Benassi "Every Single Day".

8) Did you ever go to camp as kid?
ONLY ONCE. and i DONT REALLY like it.

9) What was your favorite game as a kid?
dance like mad, masak2 and play policewoman.

10) If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you?
i ask him to go and rot in hell. blardy unfaithful.

11) Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
had dated someone like that before and it's kinda okay with me. however, compromise is needed greatly.

12) Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
it depends. i experienced both before, but prefer being pursued instead. however, if the person pursuing me is the one that i think he cannot make it, then i sure damn dulan. if i pursue a person, it takes a lot of effort and a lot of risks.

13) Use three words to describe yourself.
you describe me.

14) Do any songs make you cry?
yes. especially Martina McBride's "Concrete Angel".

15) Are you continuing your education?
yes i am. and nothing's gonna stop me. =)

16) Do you know how to shoot a gun?
real gun? nah. First Person Shooter games? OH YES BABY. i am a shotgun and sniper freak. muahahahaha.

17) If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'd grab?
my handphone! to call 911!

18) How often do you read books?
very often. nowadays didn't read much cuz im broke to buy books. =(

19) Do you think more about the past, present or future?
present and future. i hate meddling with the past.

20) What is your favorite children's book?
Enid Blyton's series!!!

21) What color are your eyes?
dark brown?

22) How tall are you?
170-171cm. not sure. kinda hard to find bf taller than me though. =.=

23) Where is your dream house located?
errrr.... not sure.

24) Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
nah. havent tried that yet.

25) When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
olive oil i know lah.

26) Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
UTAR, PJ. =.=

27) Do you like mustard?
me okay with it.

28) Do you prefer sleep or eat?
both also i like!

29) Do you look like your mum or dad?
i'm a clone of my dad. including the personality.

30) How long does it take you in the shower?
20-30 mins. if in a middle of a rush, 5 mins.

31) Can you do the splits?
NOOOO.

32) What movie do you want to see right now?
L change the world.

33) What did you do for New Year's?
go online and wished happy new year!

34) Do you own a camera phone?
yes. i do.

35) Was your mom a cheerleader?
she so tiny, scared later her bones will break. jkjkjk.

36) What's the last letter of your middle name?
W.

37) How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
5-6 hours.

38) Do you like care bears?
baby show. yuck. teletubbies better. hahaa.

39) What do you buy at the movies?
only movie tickets.

40) Do you know how to play poker?
no. i'm a good gal.. ahahahahaa..

41) Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes. i hate emergency braking.

42) What do you wear to sleep?
shorts+t-shirt or nightdress.

43) Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
26th december tsunami. /.\

44) How many meals do you eat a day?
3.

45) Do you always read Friendster bulletins?
no. very rarely.

46) Do you like funny or serious people better?
both. depending on the situation.

47) Ever been to L.A.?
wish i could.

48) Did you eat a cookie today?
no.

49) What are you thinking right now?
my head itchy. =.=

50) Tag 6 people in your list.

i)suzanne
ii) jerusha
iii) anyone
iv) else
v) who
vi) wanna volunteer?

SO. THE FIRST TAG DONE. NOW THE SECOND ONE.
i simply created this one.
got inspired by an article in the newspaper.
if you wanna do it, go ahead.
mind you, it's kinda serious.
=)

WHAT ARE THE QUESTIONS THAT WILL CROSS YOUR MIND IF YOU ONLY HAVE AN HOUR TO LIVE?>
1) have i done enough for those who care for me?
2) do i have any regrets for what i've done?
3) is there anything else that i wish to do or say to show my appreciation to someone?
4) have i apologized for my mistakes?
5) have i achieved what i wanted to achieve?
6) how does it feel like to die?
7) is it painful? or peaceful?
8) can my loved ones recuperate from my death?
9) would i be a wandering spirit?
10) would i go to Heaven or Hell?
11) can i become an angel in my afterlife to look over my loved ones?
12) how does Heaven look like?
13) do you really need to knock on Heaven's door once you are there?
14) can my spirit wander into space, out of Earth? i wanna see the stars.
15) should i tell my loved ones to donate my organs to those who need them once my time is up?
16) have i done enough to make this world a better place?
17) did i do God's bidding?
18) have i given enough love to my loved ones?
19) do i feel angry for being given such a short time to do everything..?

ahh well. damn serious rite.
i tag anyone who reads this blog. up to you if you wanna do it.

-mel-

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

tagggggg....! you're it!

from kwanyi's blog.. love yah!


rules:
1. name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
2. don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
3. randomly list the names. no cheating!

the 5 people:

1. houzhi
2. kwanyi
3. aaron
4. jerusha
5. dione

questions:

1. how did you meet 1?
in Uni. had a hard time differentiating him and his twin. >.<

2. on a scale of 1 -10 how would you rate your friendship with 1 ?
er. 6?

3. how long have you known 4 ?
since form 1.

4. how do you know number 3 ?
online.

5. wheres 5 ?
home, probably.

6. a fact about number 1 ?
he's cute and has a twin. (a sentence with two facts. can lah.)

7. who is 4 going out with?
me lah! ahahaaha...

8. what does 1 do for a living?
er, studying.

9. would you live with number 3 ?
........no comments.... -________-

10. what do you like about number 2 ?

she's scuh a nice gal to talk to. <3

11. do you miss number 5 ?
kinda. i miss her baby talk...

12. would you make out with number 4 ?
oohlala.. that will make us lesbos.

13. what’s your opinion of number 2 ?
i love this sistah!<3

14. what's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
the times where we do girl talk in lecture class. ahahaa.

15. what would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
0.o.. if he's not taken, it might happen. eheheehe..

16. ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
yes. loads of times.

17. have you ever slept at 2's house?
not yet. but i want. hehe.

18. do you hang out with 3 a lot?
online only.

19. who have you known the longest?
jerusha! she's my kindred spirit! ehee..

21. how often do you talk to 1 ?
occasionally..

22. what about 2 ?
often.

23. have you ever thought 3 more then a friend?
to be honest, nope.

24. would you go out for a date with 5 ?
if she is willing to go lesbo with me. hhehe..

25. do you dream about 2 ?
eh, not yet.

26. what did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
for being my bestest buddy. <3

27. what have you done for 1 that the person never forget?
go pangkor trip with him.

28. what's 3 hobby?
mixing music.

29. tag 5 people:

1. whoever
2. who
3. reads
4. this

5. BLOG.