random.

my smiles feel fake today.

the reason?

to hide my misery.

am i depressed?

i dunno.

im always blaming myself for everything.

im losing my confidence.

the words "sad, miserable, guilty, depressed" are my mantras these days.

maybe im feeling this due to yesterday's argument.

maybe my period is coming.

i dunno.

life has just gone bitter for me these days.

today, i realized the the sky is gloomy.
just like me.

-mel-