i called him just now to at least have a teeny weeny chat with him.
i know that my bills will burn a big hole in my dad's pocket.
still, i prefer to listen to his voice.
unfortunately, what i got was a sombre 'hello' and 'why did you called?'.
i told, 'i miss you'.
he said, 'you must understand the situation.'
then, it was my turn to grab the throne as the emo queen.
i said, 'oh ok. bye.'
-line disconnects-
now, i don't know whether to message him first or wait for him to message me.
chances are, the latter choice will never work.
so, maybe i should give him a message.
however....
he sounded moody, sombre, emo-istic....
should i tread the unstable path and risk it all OR should i just 'buat bodoh'?
haihz, dilemma.
i don't wanna argue anymore.
i'm sick of arguing.
i feel that i'm making the mistakes everytime.
and....
it's killing me softly....
why....
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