irritated

see this pic?

datz wad i feel like doing onto some STUPID guy on messenger. now, lets name that bastard Mr.X. It all happened on a sunny afternoon when suddenly X sent me a msg.

X: hi

Melanie: hello

X: u have bf?

Melanie: yah

Melanie: y?

X: how old is ur bf?

Melanie: 20

X: how old r u?

Melanie: 17

X: ur bf so old

X: u break up wif him la

Melanie: wad the f***?

X: he's too old 4 u

Melanie: so, wads wrong wif that?

X: not nice la

X: u break up wif him, i can introduce a nice guy 4 u

Melanie: i decide my life NOT u

Melanie: who u tink u r to order me around?

So, i blocked him. dumb fler, gt nuthin else to do except f***ing around.

haha.

to add fuel in2 my irritation, i havent completed my arts yet. and i havent completed my studying 4 comp studies.

haihz.

so crappy.

what you never know

what you never know wont hurt u

what you never know wont lie

what you never know wont desert u

what you never know will make you cry...

( Sarah Brightman - What You Never Know)

beautiful song. seriously.
damn bloody meaningful. so heart-wrenching.

songs. they could really change your life.

anyway, time to stop CRAPPING and start describing my day. today, as usual, i had tons of homework to complete in a very limited amount of time. and my temper was tested during arts class. we had to describe our team proposal for the next project, however none did that and our "lovely" tutor looked furious. so, my friend, grace came to the rescue. she talked about creating an art gallery to present our artworks, and it sounded fun. then, it was my turn to talk. i was nervous because i duno what to say since i didnt prepare anything at all.

then, it happened.

for the first time, i crapped like hell, and it turned out well.

hahahahahahahah!

i talked about collaberating with other classes to create a huge art gallery and combining our manpower to create a magnificent artwork.

talk about being "creative". haha.

anyway, push that aside in the meantime. i have a SHITLOAD of studying to do.



-i wish i could be free to love-
melanie

i finished my 5 mins speech!!!

yah, finally i did it. i finished my 5 mins speech. and i didnt manage 2 complete everything in time. shit. still, was worth my effort la, got satisfactory marks for it. the downside is dat i had 2 dress up and put makeup on like im goin 2 work and itz irritating.

had to join this chinese dance thingy, so now gotta find a group. ne1 wanna join, hehe...?

planning to get a blazer and pants for the 10 mins speech. my frens recommended G2000. have to go there 1 day la.

neway, im so shitting confused with my love life.

why it alwiz have to end up like this?

wad 2 do nw..?

haihz. yesterday i drank. the alcoholic value of dat drink is only 6.6%. but still i got drunk. my face was red and i was laughing my head off. and it happened in my room. thank goodness i locked my door. im a loser in drinking.

btw, moussandra is damn nice. itz a greek restaurant and heck, the atmosphere is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. hopefully it isnt too pricey. haha.

now, i seriously dunno wad to do. im leaving my arts tutorial with my friend to help me complete it. might try to shade it myself though, itz fun.

haihz, so many assignments, so little time..

a shitting tiring day

while i'm typing this blog, i'm cracking my head about my computer studies tutorial and at the same tym smsing. talk about multi-tasking indeed. btw, 2day i had seen 2 hilariously DUMB video clips in Youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56HRGSvbpsE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0RH0cYs4lw
be prepared to laugh your head off 1ce u watch these clips ayt. :P

lets see. 2day during english tutorial, miss sharmini asked us to interview our classmates, and it was bloody funny. we managed to dig out secrets that we never expected. apparently, in our class, we have two condom collectors, ahahaha. classic, very classic.

what i ate 2day? during lunch break, i went to sri paandi's restaurant to have indian food. yum. in the end, i was so bloody stuffed, i looked like a pregnant woman 4 3 months. hehe.

anyway, i'l try to update this blog as frequent as possible. gtg nw.

-melanie a.k.a melly-

sleep, where r u now?

sleepy, i'm so sleepy,
i wanna sleep d whole day on my own, ahhhh....

now, i cant sleep thanks to a 2 hour nap.

now, i regret taking a nap this long, because now i couldn't sleep.

sleep, pleeez come back to me.

they say sleep is effective for those who want to lose weight,

it's actually true, because if you dun have enough sleep, you will eat more.

dats wad's happening to me now.

these days im eating like a PIG. i really feel very guilty now. haihz.

btw, what do you feel if you fall in love with two guys at the same time? datz wad my friend asked me.

obviously you will feel like you're living in hell worse than hell itself. true?

haihz. then, what about forbidden love? she asked that. you are in love with someone whom you shoudnt be liking or loving at all.

now, that is a hard question. post your comments about this question ayt.

-melanie-

a life in UTAR..

every morning i'l hv 2 get up super early just to go 2 university. can't help it bcoz got no transport. haihz. den, i'l sit in the lecture hall or tutorial room to listen superbly boring facts and figures blah blah blah. dey give us homeworks and assignments and then class is dismissed.

this is university life huh?

currently i'm in the university computer lab, typing this blog while freezing my ass off. it has been four hours since my last class and i still have to wait for another an hour and half for my dad to fetch me.

so, what to do in the next 1 hour and 30 minutes?

sit in the pc lab, freezing to death?

go in2 the library and read some books lyk a zombie?

or just sit down at the steps leading to the 1st floor like a stone?

thank goodness, i dun hv 2 pick all those choices bcoz my frens are with me, haha!

i have no regrets in choosing the foundation in arts course in UTAR. i had loads of fun and laughter which i would never experience in my former secondary school. i finally found my newfound confidence that has been lost to me for such a long time.

thank u UTAR!

-melanie-